Feeling disconnected, disassociated, confused, manic, holding to hope, because that's all I have right now.
Sitting in my anger with God, because if I let go of my anger towards God, then I have to take responsibility for my part in the events of my life.
If I had listened to God, I wouldn't have allowed the toxic people in my life that hurt me. I was playing with fire.
But that doesn't explain being raped by my brother as a child.
I wasn't playing with fire, and still got burned.
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